♥ Monday, May 22, 2006 ♥
9:45:00 PM
my chinese results are getting from bad to worst. =( =( =( and the worst part is tt i can do nothing abt it except to sigh when my results are back. my newspaper acticles are like shit nowadays. shi lao shi say i wrote out of pt.. got alot already.. i dun noe wad more can i do.
and now, i failed my geo p2. *sigh* the paper which i've focus alot on.. and still, i cant pass it well. wad more can i say. 47%. well well. and now i can even fail my amath now. i'm so angry with myself. how can i do tt??????!!!!!!! i can afford to fail sh (=X) but not amath!! it's NOT going to happen in O lvl. thou shld not fail any subject. < --- what my mum and me wants. and it's a bad option to go n eat shilin xiao chi. it's jus bad cos i absolutely didnt want to see a person, and worst still trying to reject him. in the first place, he's the one tt rejected all my sms`es so why shld i b a nice soul. good ppl doesnt get wad they shld. i hate the things u did to me, and u definately know what i'm refering.
got scolded by mr bang early in the morning. even b4 sch stuffs. it wasnt like as though we are totally at fault. the naive mind of mine simply jus tell me to wait at the staircase of block g-ext and see what he wants. i wasnt even sure whether it's for everyone to assemble or wad. fine. very much thnaks to the person who did tt.
then got scolded by mdm ho the minute we get into the class. jus b cos we r scolded by mr bang, she didnt have to add in.. GRRR. luckily, i knew i had to spend my time wisely when i got irriated. so i ended up by writing out the solutions. =D and it ended up tt we didnt have any math lessons except tt she emphasis on what's acute, reflect and obtuse angle. *interesting...
chinese intensive class is terrible. having to do tough papers in the hall which is super hot!! sweating like mad when i do finish the test papers. and they are freaking tough. i hate doing them. it's really like a waste of time... =X
rain keep falling down the sky. only making my mood worst and worst. i really wished to get drench like mad and then have a bad bad fever. at least, tt will allow me to have a good rest and be freed from the suffering i had.
i think i'm hallucinating. when there wasnt anything, i thot there was. certain things i saw at a place wasnt even there at all. this is very bad. cos halluncinations isnt good. i feel as though as if i'm like a drug addict. =X but the pt is tt i didnt even take them! i shldnt b hallucinating. i guess it's jus temporally.
at this rate i'm gg, i tink my this mth sms bill is going to exceed like mad. =P nvm, talking to the big panda really can bright up my day =) and i tink i've bright up his day today cos i said he wasnt fat x) it's true he wasnt lor. he jus didnt believe me in the 1st place..
today's day is pretty bad.
